Thursday, September 9, 2010

I'm Just A Little Bit Scared

This afternoon as I was swapping our daughter with my husband, I reminded her that she would be meeting her pre-school teacher in the morning. I've really be trying to build her excitement & calm her fears by checking out books of some of her favorite TV characters and their first day of pre-school.




While Chris & Sarah were driving home from my office, she told him 'I'm just a little bit scared.' Oh when I got home and Chris told me this, it nearly broke my heart. I'm so excited that she can have this opportunity & I can have some focused time to get my business off the ground. A small bit of guilt crept in because I'm so excited while she's just a little bit scared.



Why does mothering bring tears to your eyes no matter the occasion, happy or sad? Boy the tears are rolling as I sit here & type this out. I promised I wouldn't be the mom who was saddened over my little one starting pre-school. Am I going to eat my words Tuesday morning? I can't cry & try to talk to someone about Melaleuca.

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